I hope that some day, you find an amazing girl. The kind of girl who means everything to you and makes you want to spend every moment of your time with her. the kind of girl who keeps you up at night, just thinking about her beautiful smile. and when you finally fall asleep, she’s all you dream about. I hope she’s the first thing to cross your mind when you wake up in the morning. I hope she changes you in a way that you could never understand. yet, you know it’s for the better. I hope she’s the kind of girl you would die for. the kind of girl who would make you cry, even though you’d never admit to it. the kind of girl who makes you want to go out and do something special something that means everything to the both of you. the kind of girl you have silly fights with, then kiss and makeup with, and hold her in your arms like you’re falling inlove all over again. I hope you make memories with her that you never forget. I hope she’s your world, and what you have with her is nothing less the perfection. and I hope that one day, you lose her. I hope you mess up as hard as you try to keep her there with you. she slips through the cracks of your broken heart, I hope it destroys you, because you realize you just lost the person you once called your everything. I hope you see every moment you spent together spin down the drain like it was all waiting to happen. I hope you stay up at night because she’s on your mind, and when you fall asleep she haunts your dreams. I hope her beautiful smile stays pressed in your mind like a scar that won’t fade away. I hope you realize you’re a new person because of her . i hope your new self feels incomplete without her, and you miss the old you. the one that was okay being alone, because you’d rather be the heart breaker, then the heart broken.
Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect, it just means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.
He loves me.. He loves me not.
There becomes a point in you’re life time were you just break down. This point is confusing, sad, painful. You feel like you’re worth nothing. You feel like so many other people are so much higher above than you. You feel like noone cares about you, You feel like noones there for you. Some days you may feel completley alone. Your job is to live through it. The rough patches will heal over as you grow. Grow as in gain confidence in yourself, regain strength and get back up. You have to man up at some point and grow as a person, being able to pick yourself back up when the hard times come. Noone told you life would be easy. They just said it would be worth it. It’s just a matter of time and gaining trust in yourself that you are an amazing person, you contribute to this world so much and theres a lot of people out there who love you and don’t want you to just give up and let go.
What’s teenage love ? It’s staying up late for each other & barely staying awake in class the next day. It’s passing each other in between classes & stopping to say hi, but ending up running to your next class before the bell rings. It’s going to the mall, wandering around hand in hand, with a silence that’s comfortable. It’s watching a movie in the theatres with his arm slowly creeping onto your shoulders & you resting your head in his arms. It’s walking around at night for no reason at all; his chest, her head, looking at the stars. It’s uncertainty of how long it will last, a risk you’re both willing to take, even if it means a broken heart. It’s not yet true love, not like, nor lust, nor infatuation. It’s teenage love, it’s here to stay.
You are my favorite mistake.
The secret smiles, the awkward silences, the sideway glances;
those days are gone – I get that. And you know what?
I’m fine with it, but let me set a couple things straight.
First off, I don’t know why I loved you. All I know is that I did.
Maybe it wasn’t true love, but it was the closest thing I’ve ever felt to it.
And even though I didn’t get my perfect happy ending,
even though you chickened out and left me hanging like an idiot.
I still believe you’re a good person, and I wish you the best. I really do.
So go out there and find whatever makes you happy,
although I’m pretty sure you’ve already found it.
The memories are starting to blur around the edges,
but God knows I could never completely forget you.
Do you understand what I’m saying? I’m saying that whether it’s a good or bad thing,
you’re the reason I am who I am today.
I hope you know that you were once the most important person in my life for a very long time.
You were the guy I thought about while listening to all those songs,
the one guy who made me actually look forward to waking up in the morning,
You were the guy who could make or break me, who had my heart,
but never bothered to do anything about it.You’ll be the high school heartache I’ll tell my kids about
